Well it has been almost a year since my last post and alot has happend since then. Macie is still just as smart as ever and is the most perfect girl in this world!  She just had her 3 year check up and they found a small heart murmer but I am confident that it will disapear as she grows up. Ryan has finished his schooling and is now student teaching at city view. Today was his first day and he loved it! I have finished two more semesters of nursing and I am about to begin my last. In July we celebrated our 8 year anniversary (3 years mairred) and I cant believe how perfect we are for each other <3 In september I lost my Pops and as hard as I thought it would be to lose someone, I have delt with it very well. Partly because I see my Nanny and she has so much faith. I love that I can talk to my Pops now anytime throughout my busy days and he can see how hard I work to be a good student, wife and mommy. I am excited to see what 2013 brings for my little family. We brought in the new year at my Nannys house. We watched the ball dropped, banged pots and pans, drank some wine and  danced around the living room. It was a great way to start off the new year :) Well today it was back to the begining of a schedual. Like I said before Ryan started his student teaching and he will be doing that until April 5th. So not much longer!! Macie started back at ballet today. I had a drs. appointment and she perscribed me some anti-anxiety medications....Ill think about taking them...im not to big on taking medications...even just simple pain meds.... anyways... I am trying to reduce stress naturally. I worked out today for the first time in a long time and I deactivated my facebook so i will have less a destraction during school and hopefully less stress over all.. Now its just me and my thoughts on this blog :)